I Made It 7 Days, Then I Lapsed—Feeling Lost
2025.01.30 22:34 PrivateDonut336 I Made It 7 Days, Then I Lapsed—Feeling Lost
I really wanted to make it further, but after 7 days sober, I caved and drank again. I feel disappointed, frustrated, and honestly, just lost. I knew my day off was coming up, and the anxiety kept building. I tried to push through, but eventually, I gave in.
The worst part? I knew I didn’t want to do it while I was making the drink, but I did it anyway. Now, I’m sitting here feeling like I let myself down.
I guess I’m posting because I don’t want to let this spiral. I don’t want to just give up and let drinking take over again. I made it a week, and I want to get back to that, but right now, I feel stuck. How do you all pick yourself up after a lapse? How do you deal with that guilt and keep moving forward?
I could really use some advice and encouragement. Thanks for reading.
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2025.01.30 22:34 giftedexotropia Can we consider Marvel Rivals as a kids game?
Guys, I'm in anonymous right now I wanna know your opinion...So me and my wife divorced but we agree to both have custody with our 9 years old daughter and have scheduled when taking care of her. So one time when I was on my PC she watched me play Marvel Rivals..she was so intrigued by the visuals that she wanted to play and I allowed her, first I turned off chat and mic via setting for safety, then teach her how to play via custom AI so she can learn to maneuver and use the skills then after 3 weeks she was able to play VS AI along w/ other players, She plays Psylocke only and she requested if I can gift her the Vengeance Psylocke skin which shows that amazing booty and yes I purchased it on her account...She loves Psylocke so much that when her Ultimate is ready she screams "Tuna Mayo You-ka-rain"... So my question is can we really consider Marvel Rivals a kids game even though the themes or the skin are somewhat adult?
Added: Right now she's playing Invisible woman on AI vs. yes she's having fun and she requested the Malice skin w/ nice Sue Storm booty so instabuy for her 😂
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2025.01.30 22:34 Environmental-Drop30 MyHeritage finally updated to v2.5+comparison with Ancestry
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2025.01.30 22:34 HeronFar4981 Brandon Buckingham Recently Privates Response Video To Underage Prostitute Allegations
Brandon Buckingham has recently privated his response to allegedly confession to being with underage prostitutes in Thailand who get "tutored after school". In his response he claims that he misspoke and that they were over 21 but they were smart. Seems like a weird thing to say but ok. Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCC6MpdVLUk&t=10751s
Timestamp: 2:58:25
The weird thing is his response disproving the allegations was his friend rapper 'ZillaKami' vouching for him that they were all 21. The reason why this is weird is that Zillakami himself has been exposed for having many interactions with underrage girls and was extremely close. Here is a full video with lots of evidence exposing Zilla: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-V-zw-UjDek
The weird thing is that this response was up a few days ago until i saw a superchat saying that brandon had one of the most poorly aged responses to allegations in Turkey Tom's chat. Obviously Tom ignored this and swept for Brandon. I checked again a couple days later and the video was now private.
It seems weird that Brandon has privated his response video due to how poorly it aged. Luckily Papa Gut had done a reaction to this video before it was deleted https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORPRENhxGbs&t=454s
It seems weird that Brandon has privated this video especially before making a video calling out DJ Akademiks for grooming a kid when Brandon has also been in questionable positions himself. Seems like he doesn't want this to be out there along with his main response to the allegations being a vouch for alleged PDF zillakami.
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2025.01.30 22:34 Ok-Hour7807 Best Online Degree
I just graduated high school currently flying full time at my local 61, about 30 hours into my Private. My main goal way down the road is to fly for United Mainline or anybody’s main line tbh. With the current market If you want to fly mainline you kinda have to have a Bachelors degree. I was curious who has a great online program to earn a bachelors degree, i’ve done some research but my aviation community knows best lol. I also am curious if pursuing an aviation degree is a good idea as i’ve been told not to but I have 18 aviation college credits from a high school program. Where or what do you guys think I should do?
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2025.01.30 22:34 Noriaki_fg Que opinan de estudiar antropología?
Soy mechona en la carrera de antropología y quería saber sus opiniones ( :
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TRILLION GAME
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2025.01.30 22:34 Alternative-Row-8438 Maureen Murphy
so my favourite team is the Victorie but with scheduling haven’t been able to watch all there games! I know maureen is playing second line right now, but before Stacey got injured she was 13 forward and healthy scratched.
does anyone know why cause she was elite last year!
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2025.01.30 22:34 laughingbuddhaballs Whey soda - does the sugar content ever get to zero (or nearly zero) after fermenting?
Hi,
I'm looking to make some whey soda. I'm wondering if the sugar content ever gets to near zero?
I'm just on a no sugar phase at the moment but would love the benefits of the good bacteria.
Thanks
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Getting my first piercing, 10 gauge lobe. Is this a bad idea considering this is my first piercing. Basically, will it hurt and heal like a bitch?
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2025.01.30 22:34 ThePeople1234 Need Advice on Itinerary
Hello all!
I'm currently planning a trip to all four disney parks in one day with three other people and needed some advice on the itinerary for 1/31.
We have a LLSP for Guardians and a LLMP with three MK rides booked.
Please advise, thank you!
This is our current plan: AK: (8:00-10:00) FOP Navi River Journey Dinosaur Everest Kilimanjaro Safaris
HS: (10:30-5:00) Smugglers Run Rise of the Resistance Star Tours Lunch Rock n roller coaster Tower of Terror Slinky Dog Dash Toy Story Mania
Epcot: (5:30-7:00) Guardians (LLSP) Mission: Space
MK: (7:30-11:00) buzz (LLMP) haunted mansion (LLMP) people mover pirates seven dwarfs space mountain tianas (LLMP) tron
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2025.01.30 22:34 cristimm CPU temp 90-93°C when the last of us part 1 builds shaders…
90-93°C while building shaders, it took about 20-30 min, is it safe? Should i be worried? 93° it s a little too much but after it finally loaded the shaders, temps was back to normal 69-70°C
Hi guys, just downloaded the last of us part 1, and my cpu temp goes crazy while building shaders who take a while… it is normal?
Specs: CPU: ryzen 5 7600x GPU: RTX 4070 super It never got past 75°C, in any other game that i played, what should i do?
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2025.01.30 22:34 Alternative_Chip6821 Help
I messed up and mistook my catalyst karmic mate as my twin flame, and my twinflame as a karmic.Even tho my twin set off this entire journey of remembering my past, healing and love. My twin convinced me we were not soulmates and certainly not twin flames, after the bubble love phase(which was very short lived) I have recently realized I was right all along and his denial was a way to push me away and run. I've had many signs from God and i dreamt of this man years before meeting him for years. I knew things about him that he never told me becUse of those dreams like that he was from kansas and had an older brother with dogs and that he woukd change my life and turn it upside and rightside up again when i met him. That when we met, i would be able to breath for the first time. We have separated after some narly fights. Now I am dealing with the shame from the way I treated him in response to his rejection of me and thinking my karmic was my twin, especially when my twin is one of the sweetest people I've ever met( just scared of love). I am unfortunately still attracted to my karmic and have lost hope that my twin can ever forgive me in this lifetime. I feel like maybe we could have came back together over time if I would have just let him be and not responded the way I did. I know first I have to forgive myself, but some of things I said were just so nasty and even tho he abounded me, he didn't deserve it. Feeling as tho I've lost my chance because of my reaction has me in tears for days now. My ego took over and I just wanted him to feel what I felt. I realise now how wrong it was and even thoI knew it then too, I didn't let it stop me. Has anyone else dealt with this? Attraction to a karmic? Told their twin to fuck off and never return after rejection? I dream of my karmic so often and I like it, but I don't like that I like it lol and I know thats weird. Its just like some part of me is still attracted to that toxic relationship pattern. Any advice or how to move forward besides the usual try to focus on self?
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2025.01.30 22:34 Dizzy_Hotwheelz But you gave Brian 4 years? Lmfao
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2025.01.30 22:34 idkwhatnameiputhere Bom Dia, Boa tarde e boa noite r/carros! O que os senhores tem a dizer sobre essa obra prima da toyota?
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2025.01.30 22:34 Barch3 The FAA's DEI Policies That Trump Is Blaming on Biden Were Actually in Place Throughout Trump's First Term
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