Realized my parents didn't want me
2025.01.20 03:00 batboo24 Realized my parents didn't want me
I was born really close to my sibling in age, they had a lot of anger issues as a kid so my parents coddled and doted on them. I was labeled an instigator and liar as an infant because I used to cry every time my sibling would come up to me or walk past.
I've noticed there's less photos of me hung up, my mother always forgets my preferences and gets what my sibling would prefer thinking it's what I like. They financially helped my sibling through college but laughed at me when I asked for a fraction to help with my apprenticeship. My mother takes my sibling out for one on one time, day trips out of town, shopping sprees etc and they always mention I can come next time.
My mom was talking about how she found out she was pregnant with me and she mentioned how mad at my dad she was and the sacrifice they made to have me. I could sense how heavy the subject felt, almost like I was supposed to thank her.
I wish I could tell her I wish they hadn't made that sacrifice. Maybe if they killed me and had focused on my sibling they wouldn't of beat me up my whole childhood. I wouldn't of ended up in the ER with internal breeding at 8 because I was brushing my teeth and my sibling wanted the spot I was in. Maybe they wouldn't of shoved me in front of a moving truck in Highschool cause my music was too loud or hit me every time they died during a videogame. Made me piss blood from kneeing me so hard in the groin. Maybe they all could've been financially stable and emotionally available for my sibling to get them the help they needed as a kid.
I've subconciously sought out bullies and apathetic people my whole existence cause of the neglect I delt with from my parents. My sibling punched me in the jaw twice at the dentist when I was maybe 5 and when I told my mom all I got was a "get over it, what'd you do to cause it, you need to learn to hit back."
So now my sibling is healing and in therapy and doesn't have nearly as hard of a time managing their interpersonal relationships and I've never felt more broken. I'm mad they all think I'm this self sufficient smart put together person like it was a fucking choice. I keep making stupid choices with the people I let into my life and I genuinely think I have 1 real friend out of the small circle I thought cared about me.
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2025.01.20 03:00 quesolover9 19f- looking for besties!! š«šš¤
hii, iām kay. 19 & live in ohio!! ( so if you live close PLEASEEE LETS BE BESTIES!!) i work full time , and love to read.
edit; thereās an about me post on my page that tells more about me, & no that is not me in the picture. :)
i currently live with family and do not drive ( hoping to change the driving part within the next few months š¤š»š¤š»)
anyways, iām trying to learn korean currently. my favorite kdrama so far is xo, kitty. so if you speak korean you have major brownie points from me !!
i like long walks when itās warm out, tanning, camping, and literally doing anything my friends want to do. i also kick ass in mario party.
also love love love reading, itās my main hobby and you will never catch me without a book. i also quite enjoy crocheting sometimes too!!
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2025.01.20 03:00 BaneOfArthropod Legit Check Please for CH Tiny Cross Cut Out Dog Tag
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2025.01.20 03:00 TheCruelHand I love and hate this game sometimes.
Iām returning to the game after several years off and was working on increasing my entrati standings.
So I start grinding out bounties for about 3 hours just having a fun with a group of randoms.
Picking up lots of new mods and gear
So I finish up and to to mother to see where my standing is at and itās at 0. I have all the materials needed to level up but my standing is zero.
So I got to YouTube and find a video that the best way to increase your standing is to turn in tokens to grandmother. Nowhere in the game does it clearly show you how to increase your standing.
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Planning to be buy a 2nd hand flagship phone this year. I wanted Samsung's S series pero karamihan nakikita ko sa FB marketplace ay may line sa LCD at sa pixel naman, pangit ang battery...
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2025.01.20 03:00 Lilith0715 Mon guerlain intense
Okay so I just got a decant of mon gueelain intense in the mail after seeing complete rave reviews for it here. I hate it. I was expecting a cozy lavendar vanilla, all I can smell is this sickly heavy note, I'm not sure if it's the benzoin or the liquorice. I have to admit I feel so let down by it. I was wondering if it would be worth trying the original mon guerlain?
For reference I like fragrances like dior addict, black opium over red, olympea, la belle le parfum and la petit robe noir. Happy to hear any recs too.
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2025.01.20 03:00 lastdecade0 We learn about RCT today but my brainrot is too strong.
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2025.01.20 03:00 ItsAidennn_ funny project
so at the beginning of a class i had we had to draw our face on one half of the paper and then a representation on the other, so i put that long markiplier drawing on the other side of me and it was so funny and i wish i could find it so bad
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2025.01.20 03:00 Resilient303 Did you enjoy online play more or less after the release of DLC fighters?
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2025.01.20 03:00 MetalLeading9872 āMotherās Legacyā Lisa Lisa vs Jun Kazama (Jojoās Bizarre Adventure) vs (Tekken) | Connections In The Comments!
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2025.01.20 03:00 MediocreRanger2624 Has anyone heard of qf factory please let me know quality
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2025.01.20 03:00 josylad Hiring: Polysomnography Technician at Heart of the Rockies Regional Medical Center
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2025.01.20 03:00 Coresant Haven't played in years.. lvl238.. just redownload.. I'm lost
Before I quit I had a full set of reduce weapon weight secret service gear.. I have several God roll Handmade that are my usual. I have like 100 near weightless legendaries on me as I would use them for scrip.. I know a lots changed, is there a quick guide somewhere to help someone catch back up.. I have the first two allies that were released. I played in the era before NPCs and then the quest right as they came about (I remember settlement and brotherhood).. I did Earl back when.. relogged and I'm out of 5.56.. almost max caps, tons of serums and recipes.. maybe and probably worthless now as I've seen some things posted over the past couple of years.. Id love to get back in with all the content I've missed.. right now, my bloodied sneak handmade build is without ammo or a clue.. lol appreciate any advice..
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2025.01.20 03:00 Noshtales_yt Tasting Mulbagal Dosa for the First Time. #shorts #food
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