How would you feel if you were me?

2025.02.01 22:01 Specific-Breath4892 How would you feel if you were me?

Firstly brothers i am not a natural english speaker This post may contain some typos and oddities My brothers, hello to all of you, I am an 18-year-old young man whose sexual life has never started, I saved myself for my life at university, but I could not go to university because my university exam was bad. I decided to go to an escort by a momentary impulse. And I went. The woman was about 8 years older than me, I did not have a very disgraceful relationship, and even asked if I was taking medication in some places (This event flattered me a little. As a result, I did not ejaculate during intercourse, I ejaculated when the woman helped me. (This helps me to console myself a little, as a result, you did not have a full relationship, you just experienced those situations. ) But this service was not a good for my first sexual intercourse, now I feel very remorseful, I feel very remorseful about whether I should have saved myself for someone special, really, should the first relationship be with a very special person or is it not very important or is this not a complete relationship? Have I betrayed my manhood or am I just being a pussy? I would be very grateful if you could help this brother, I am very obsessed with this situation, my psychology is very broken.
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2025.02.01 22:01 xzavionlouisx Stuck and Looking for genuine advice before it’s too late.

Stuck and Looking for genuine advice before it’s too late. Hello reddit, I’m coming to you for advice because I may have jumped the gun and jeopardized the welfare of myself and my new family. I understand this is the Internet, so I may get judged for my decisions but in the end, I’m just really looking for some advice from a larger group than my inner circle and accept the criticism.
Here’s my background/story: I studied fashion, design, and art direction in NYC and Paris Fr via Parsons School of Design Universities. (2017-2022)
{MAY 2023} After I failed to either find a job in Paris that sponsored my visa/found a job in Paris that qualified me to earn enough to continue applying for residency, I had to move back to my mom’s house. I swear I don’t mean to sound entitled, but it really defeated me, obviously as someone who studies fashion and art direction you could assume I wanted to stay in Europe or at least get an opportunity somewhere else not have to move back into my mom‘s house I felt defeated, started picking up any labor job I could get/anyone that was hiring. After saving up enough, I bought a car started doing Uber and food delivery to save even more and this car now allowed me to drive into LA to try to get myself back in the art scene. {DEC 2023}
2024 was a crazy year, me and my mom didn’t see eye to eye, she was also dealing with a lot which made everything very tense… I made the decision to stay in my car and on my cousin’s couch from Feb-July 2024, sometime in 2023 I had met my soulmate and come April 2024 she was pregnant. “Fuck, how could I be so stupid?” I was making money, but I didn’t have a pot to piss in and this money was all through my own slave hours put in on Uber, nothing to do with my career. But the thought of ending the pregnancy with someone I loved so much was even more heartbreaking. If had to wash dishes and work my way up in a completely different career to support my family I would do what I have to do, and that I did; from August 2024 until October 2024 I worked busing tables at a restaurant, uber before and after my shift at the restaurant and early in the morning drive to downtown LA to work for Ant-Anti, a really cool brand. Through all these opportunities I was able to save a pretty nice chunk of money whilst being drained, I knew it wouldn’t be sustainable.
{NOV 2024} my significant other who is pregnant with my son, expressed her love for the Brazilian culture as she herself is a mixture of Afro Latina and Caribbean and spent a lot of time in the black community of Brazil and loved it. I was just trying to find a place that could facilitate a new business idea, and allow me to move through my savings at a safer pace while trying to create said careebusiness idea. Yes I know sounds very American but I genuinely had an idea as soon as she brought up Brazil, me working in the fashion industry I know that most of the leather being used around the world for luxury reproduction was Brazilian and usually gets to miss labeled French, Italian, Spanish etc to increase price. I thought “How wonderful would it be to connect brands directly to traceable sources and to highlight that Brazil has the largest and strongest commercial herd on the planet!”
{NOW JAN 2025} I could not have been happier with the decision with my fiancé to keep our son because he is the most beautiful joy I could’ve ever asked for, but now that puts me in a dilemma because all of the upfront things we had to pay for since we were actually establishing a life in Brazil turned out to be more expensive than anticipated, I still have a savings, but it’s thousands lower than 3 months ago when arriving here. I have my first textile convention (Sao Paulo) in a little over three weeks where I finally can even try to connect with the leather producers who I’m trying to connect externally to these foreign companies and broker the deals. But I know this business in itself would definitely take some time to get the ball rolling, if it ever did. I obviously don’t want to be put in a situation where I have move my family back to the United States into one of our parents homes, and I’ve bet everything on being able to sell leather and develop my own products at the same time, but I’m going to start running short on funds
So now FINALLY to address my issue, you see too much on the Internet about learning these skills or those skills in a few weeks to a few months to jumpstart a whole new remote career, but what is actually worth the time studying, reading about, taking classes and courses, getting certificates?? It all cost money and time, in the end, you still may not have a job just like I don’t with my degrees. i’m interested in pretty much anything tech, coding, advancement of AI etc but is any of this possible in 3-6 months ?
Since I know not anything is guaranteed, I’m just looking for you guidance and advice on what I may have the highest chance with when it comes to learning a new set of skills I can learn online that can secure me a job in the next let’s say 3 to 6 months rather than 0 to 3 months. I’m willing to do whatever it takes, grind endless nights for the betterment of myself and my family and like I said, I’m open to the criticism because I realize I may have jumped the gun and should have obviously done more research when it comes to bring my family anywhere. At the end of the day, though we didn’t have anything in California And I would’ve ran out of savings much faster given I could work paycheck to paycheck, but like I said, it’s not sustainable…
I know it’s a big read and I’m gonna copy it just in case I need to edit it down if it gets deleted, but I wanted to not only share my story, but I have people see my mistakes and learn from them and also to show that I am willing to do whatever it takes, just a ambitious kid who hasn’t open the door yet.
(attached some of my work and the family I’m talking about supporting 🖤)
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2025.02.01 22:01 Large-Ad8031 Why does Trump's data purge threaten public health and research?

The removal of key datasets from federal websites, including the CDC's Social Vulnerability Index and Environmental Justice Index, limits researchers' ability to monitor health trends, address environmental risks, and support vulnerable communities. The absence of updated data makes it challenging for policymakers to create effective strategies for disease prevention and climate action. Efforts to archive the information are ongoing, but outdated datasets lose their relevance over time. For more insights on this critical issue, read the full article on Trump's Data Purge Impacting Federal Websites.
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2025.02.01 22:01 Sweet_Skill_1099 bro thinks he's a picasso painting

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2025.02.01 22:01 Bbop512 Circle in the Yard

Circle in the Yard When the snow begins to melt this circle always appears first.Old well maybe? Owner had to put in a new well before we bought the house. Thanks
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2025.02.01 22:01 Long-Tumbleweed-4676 This is awful

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2025.02.01 22:01 Salt_Daikon_1221 Selling two tickets to the Austin Tx Show (2/15) for cheap, hmu

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2025.02.01 22:01 scoreboard-app [Post Match Thread] Espanyol - Real Madrid

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2025.02.01 22:01 Lepke2011 The Lady of Elche, an ancient Iberian funerary urn dating to the 5th or 4th century B.C. [667x667]

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2025.02.01 22:01 xChakex Gallettitas de Agua Saladas GRANDES

Buenas, tengo el recuerdo de que cuadno era chico en mi casa se compraban unas galletitas de agua saladas grandes. Eran más blancas que quemadas y tenian ahujeritos.
Era una belleza comer con jamon y queso fresco, pero no las puedo encontrar por ningun lado. Mi memoria me esta engañando? No se hacen más?
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2025.02.01 22:01 wont-jerk-to-eva-r34 What a cute scene of mana is hope their isn't a fan service shot of her nude on the next frame

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2025.02.01 22:01 Heathen_cooks 170 vs 134

170 vs 134 Only 4 lbs away from my current goal weight of 130. I started at 170. 170 wasn’t my heaviest that would be 190* got to 170 via excerise and changing my eating lifestyle but got stuck at 170 for years *
I will getting hip replacement surgery in very near future so I’m working on getting to 130.
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2025.02.01 22:01 More-Comfortable-184 iPhone 15 Pro after 7 mo

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2025.02.01 22:01 Pleasant-Ad-6989 My freak squad, we have arrived at the island containing the three slice

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2025.02.01 22:01 PresentationFar2150 wb dialga 249920387817

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2025.02.01 22:01 Top-Length-4864 Player Ratings as they age

I feel like in this game, it’s rare for players to stay elite as they age. In today’s league, there are multiple players who continue to perform at a high level well into their 30s—guys like KD, LeBron, Steph, DeRozan, Butler, and Kawhi are all still playing at a 65+ OVR. From my experience, it seems like the best strategy is just to trade away players once they hit around 30. I haven’t played the game enough to be totally sure, though—maybe I’m missing something.
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2025.02.01 22:01 xStankypickleSx What is this? Blacksmithing for ants?

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2025.02.01 22:01 2seamcutter Hank Aaron collection (so far)

Hank Aaron collection (so far) I posted a little while back about my Hammer career card chase. Here's my progress thus far. Still missing the '54, '55 and '58. I've really enjoyed getting into the oddball stuff, coins, stamps, stickers, tattoos, non topps.....etc. My self imposed rules is that everything has to have been made during his playing career ('54-'76)
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2025.02.01 22:01 moosecaller Rosin Star - Wedding Cake, Cherry Cake and Animal Cookies.

Only the top shelf for my cupboard. The man at Rosin Star never disappoints.
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2025.02.01 22:01 WhateverIGuess28 Is my gradient ok?

I’m gonna make the Move Over quilt pattern by Connecting Threads. It calls for 12 colors. I was planning on trying to pull fabrics from my stash for this pattern. I’ve got 12 colors, but I’m not certain if they work as a gradient. What do you think? Are there any that stand out too much or would you move them around at all?
They’re in the order I’ve liked best so far.
Please excuse my super messy room.
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2025.02.01 22:01 writerstephen [WTS] MB Starwalker (reduced), Bexley, Supra, yStudio

Up for sale are four wonderful pens.
1. Mont Blanc Starwalker Ultrablack resin. Hard to believe this beauty hasn’t sold yet. Gorgeous, brand new perfect B condition. 14k ruthenium coated nib. Bought new from Truphae. Includes converter, original box and Mont Blanc booklet. $450 $425 shipped priority, fully insured.
2. Bexley Owner’s Club 2011 Blue resin, silver trim. Beautiful pen, absolutely stunning two-tone steel nib. A little too short for me. Perfect B condition. Original box and converter. $150 shipped.
3. Kaweco Supra Black aluminum. Super smooth nib. Perfect B condition. Includes Schmidt K5 converter and Kaweco tin. $50 shipped.
4. yStudio Resin Red resin pen. Smooth #5 Schmidt steel nib. Converter and original box included. $50 shipped.
Further discounts for multiple purchases!
CONUS only, PayPal G&S only. Please comment before PM.
Verification: https://imgur.com/gallery/MpKKgcK
Thank you!
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2025.02.01 22:01 keegrunk Spice cake with cream cheese frosting

Spice cake with cream cheese frosting I kept seeing these super cute heart shaped cakes online and wanted to make my own! This was my first time cutting round cakes into a shape, so there’s a bit more wonkiness than I expected. I made the paws and winking cat chocolates using Ghirardelli dark chocolates melts and a mold.
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2025.02.01 22:01 elvisfan27 Help

I just purchased today a renewal of my subscription for 6 months and it went through on my bank statement but now it won’t show in my RD account that my 180 days were added on. Will it show tomorrow or did something go wrong? My subscription expires tomorrow for the 1 month.
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2025.02.01 22:01 seraffy88 [other] Can we change time on our phone for this game?

I'm currently playing Sowon House to get Jeongwon best ending but as you can see many of Jeongwon event is on 00.00~05.59 (gmt+9) time frame and I really tried to stay up late but I fell asleep in the mid of it 😅. So, can I modify my time zone for this? has anyone tried it before and successfully? will my account get banned because of this? because I know some game doesn't allow us to change phone time and I've learned the hardway before while playing another game so I want to be sure before doing this. 🥺
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2025.02.01 22:01 FlimsyEfficiency9860 Protag/Rival tier based based on how often they use profanity

Protag/Rival tier based based on how often they use profanity (Shitpost flair goes here)
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